i slept at 6am this morning and woke up at 1145 haha. because making this blog took alot of time. and yesterday i was trying to complete writing my 1/15 stories for my module. =] So eysterday's story was Crown Of Life. i am thinking now should i maybe change the title... hmm.. neways had caregroup just now.. woots, and i took up the courage to prophesy. because i saw the the time was then and it's definitely the right time, as all ears are opened and hearts in sync, it was the perfect time to let the Word be heard. i think these tiny steps of courage will benefit me in the long run yea =] because true Strenghts comes from the habit/practice, not capabilities that you're born with.
i was reflecting on myself. i realised my strong weakness is, i need lots of time to do something of the standard i deem satisfactory, happy, and proud of. and i realise recent years there havent been alot of time for me to afford to be that perfectionist i am. so all of the things i did never was a 100% from me.. for others, some have the skill strongly embeded into them and they could produce good works from a shorter period of time. oh wells.. i really must learn to be a good steward of my time. or the world would do it for me =x
12:05 AM
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
recently my life was quite a rough ride. school work and spiritual walk wasnt good.. i guess it was all from a tiny compromising of living up to the standard god set which made me fall into sins. slowly issues form walls between god and i and by the time i know it, im paying the price. the price that my christian joy was killed by sin. yet as things come to this, i still know hope is always there as long as im still breathing and my heart's still beating. for when we're still sinners, god had already showed all of his unconditional love by dying for us, so that he in exchange of his life payed the price i had to and by so when i believe in my heart so, that recognition brings the reconciliation of the relationship of god and i.but each time i sin, i deny christ. the moment it happens the recognition is gone in my heart. it was the moment i want to take things into my own hands.truth is, God has said that his grace for me for me is sufficient. and each time i cry out to the lord for forgiveness and help he'd forgive and come. when i take one step to God, it's the only time i'd see God running, towards me like the prodigal son.below is a nice youtube video telling about this.. when Jesus saw their faith he said, "Friend, your sins are forgiven." [Luke 5:20]
1:33 AM
Sunday, July 27, 2008
hey ppl, yay im finally done with the establishment of my new blog.
hopefully i will be faithful to this one yea..
my old blog is hosted on ebloggy.com, and recently they are having pretty much maintainence problems. fear that they go bankrupt one day and shuts down, everything in my blog will be deleted therefore i've decided to let blogspot host my blog because they wont shut down -___-
y ebloggy at first was because their HTML style is much better than blogger's. simple, less restricted and no problems.
here's my previous blog address: http://-broughttoyoubynewell.ebloggy.com/
yea.. will be posting mroe thigns soon =]
1:31 AM
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†I might be poor in language as you think, but my consciousness speaks with the sharpest tongues.
†I was hurt. Now I am very shy, so when someone and I grow to be so close, I dump or hurt them.
†I am proud to have a mind that keeps a strong marriage of opposite characters.
†I like autistic kids, embrace spontaneity, swing between serious and witty.
†I lust to be a celebrity, but secretly indulge in deep thinking.
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†I am a pessimist who care to seek reasons to be hopeful.
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