recently my life was quite a rough ride. school work and spiritual walk wasnt good.. i guess it was all from a tiny compromising of living up to the standard god set which made me fall into sins. slowly issues form walls between god and i and by the time i know it, im paying the price. the price that my christian joy was killed by sin. yet as things come to this, i still know hope is always there as long as im still breathing and my heart's still beating. for when we're still sinners, god had already showed all of his unconditional love by dying for us, so that he in exchange of his life payed the price i had to and by so when i believe in my heart so, that recognition brings the reconciliation of the relationship of god and i.but each time i sin, i deny christ. the moment it happens the recognition is gone in my heart. it was the moment i want to take things into my own hands.truth is, God has said that his grace for me for me is sufficient. and each time i cry out to the lord for forgiveness and help he'd forgive and come. when i take one step to God, it's the only time i'd see God running, towards me like the prodigal son.below is a nice youtube video telling about this.. when Jesus saw their faith he said, "Friend, your sins are forgiven." [Luke 5:20]
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