it sang "i remembered the times we had"..
i felt bad last night, very bad.
it hurts so much, and I wished that I have telekinetic abilities to talk to you.
believe it or not, you mean very much to me.
i dont wish to see anyone walking down the same path that i did last time.
actually, there's no one else but you who can walk down that same path as mine.
i tried, and tried,
"change your course, there's this better pathway beyond your clouded field of vision.
this i am certain of.
you will be going down a pathway filled with sufferings and darkness unless you realise it now and choose to change your course.
that's why you must know, that
dont let your troubled mind lead you there.
dont get spirited away...
darkness seduces you by first making you feel better...
but life a theif, it steals away your heart and devours your soul without you knowing.
we sometimes forget about our problems, like any other minor problem.
but as long as it concerns your life significantly, it'll always come back to haunt you.
unless the roots are tended and healed.
are yours?
maybe,
you should say no in disagreement to things that I say more.
i'm sure not wholly everything I said you agreed. esp abt my God.
please let me know, i dont want you to just listen my speech. i want you to understand.
for it's not about me most of the time..,
but it's about you..
that's why i want to talk to you.
i'll do just fine myself.
what made me believed in talking to you was
the fact that I believe you will be saved.
it was my heart's desire since everything started..
and if they didnt come true I'd be having my nightmare....
and only God knows how long it'll take me to heal..
but yet, I wasn't trying to be about it.
you're the priority.
And who I just want to help.
11:13 AM 
