REALLY.
there will be four sections but please read them all if you start reading the first one cos they're like chapters of a story, all related somehow. :)
Chapter ONE: my thoughts for the day.
as I grow older, one of the things i'd like to remain is the style of thinking like a child. why? maybe it's only for the likes of me or just myself, but as i was a child i think very focused, and my mind is alert in all its surroundings as i reason out every procedure that needs to be done to produce something. therefore a stubborn determination i will have to achieve that result, in which makes me able to remember every minute detail merging and contributing to that final goal. the kid's vision of Perfection.
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Chapter TWO: my work so far in Astons.
FUN.
Fearsome,
Under my control &
New lands to explore.
and fun!
i like being fierce sometimes, and i love to wield power and authority and i need to constantly go diff worlds to test my powers out so as to learn and ensure im not just almighty in my own well like that froggy. (:
i was fierce many times today at work =x in a negative way.
i frustrate and prided. roar.
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Chapter THREE: God in my life.
in an honest confession and humility i prayed at the end of my work before i ate my staff meal thanking God for the food and the holy spirit encouraged me to talk to God more about my day. It was amazingly empty then at the 3 stations so it encouraged me to pray a lil longer. and so i started pouring out my heart contains for the day. and i remembered how much i've sinned today =x by my pride, casting judgements, inwardly slandering. so, felt glad that i still have God to cleanse my heart of these evilness at the end of my day. i held gratitude that God gave Jesus to me freely once again, but at an expensive price for him. there is nothing in this world that can stop God's grace and love from reaching me, so i wanted to claim that in my life. and i told God that now i want him back in my heart, after kicking him out throughout my day..
i was thinking, how long am i going to let myself be in this "im in with God" and "nah, im getting outta God's presence" state in my life? how am i able to be like the leaders and some members of my church who stayed with him throughout in their lives with an unshaking faith, when i keep getting in and out all the time. and i heard this voice saying in my heart "you can never be, so why bother to try and pretend that you can now? you should keep sinning." then the holy spirit reminded me of something, "better is having one hour with God than a lifetime without him!". i should thank peiqing for putting this nick on her msn years ago, hence make it known to me. God works through the mundane things, and knowledge is power. so, encouraged, i decided to return to God once again, even if it's for one minute that i can substain. and the devil fled upon the faith. It is about faith in God that He can save, in all problems.
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SORRY IT'S GETTING LONG I KNOW SRY!<BR>
LASTLY!
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BYE! and thanks all for your time once again at me blog. :)
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