I've already committed it in my heart, so it stays to say that I'm selfish.
I have never understood the *wowness* of this song this much until today.
I felt like it, then I think it's really the issue there. And as I was trying to find a word to describe it, I found it:
that's right, it's "Numb".
The lyrics just fit in word by word during its starting.
"I'm tired of being what You want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what You're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in Your shoes.
The next decision is a sin.
In surreal but You belong to real.
I'm tired and alone.
Messing up cos I tried to include You.
I'm standing in front of the house of mine.
Your ways conflict mine.
As You hold me and never let me go.
Cause every fragment of good future You see in me,
Shatters as I am sinning them away.
The next move will be yet one setting us apart.
I did not be a good steward of my given time.
I'm in surreal but You dwell somewhere true.
I'm smothered and left.
Messing up cos I tried to include You.
I'm standing in front of the house of mine (- and I wanna go in).
I might not be saved laterwards.
But I know You'd know how I feel,
Cause You feel it Yourself too someone's feeling disappointed in You.
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I promised that i won't be blogging my feelings, yea i didnt. these are my analyzed observations picked up from me.
Song Numb brought to you by LP's Numb and Newell.
[a sign of "I" used many times today.]
[(going self-centered again?)]
1:47 AM 
