God is universe

Monday, October 13, 2008

comparision of what i meant;
caught in the undertow
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Numb - Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be [v1]
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface [v2]
Don't know what you're expecting of me [v3]
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes [v4]
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you [v5]
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there [v6]
I've become so tired so much more aware [v7]
I'm becoming this all I want to do [v8]
Is be more like me and be less like you [v9]

Can't you see that you're smothering me [v10]
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control [v11]
Cause everything that you thought I would be [v12]
Has fallen apart right in front of you [v13]
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you [v14]
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take [v15]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there [v16]
I've become so tired so much more aware [v17]
I'm becoming this all I want to do [v18]
Is be more like me and be less like you [v19]

And I know I may end up failing too [v20]
But I know You were just like me [v21]
With someone disappointed in you [v22]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there [v23]
I've become so tired so much more aware [v24]
I'm becoming this all I want to do [v25]
Is be more like me and be less like you [v26]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there [v27]
Tired of being what you want me to be [v28]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there [v29]
Tired of being what you want me to be [v30]

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Numb - Newell

I'm tired of being what you want me to be [v1]
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface [v2]
Don't know what you're expecting of me [v3]
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes [v4]
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
My next decision is a sin. [v5]
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

In surreal but You belong to real. [v6]
I'm tired and alone. [v7]
Messing up cos I tried to include You. [v8]
And I'm standing in front of the house of mine. [v9]

Your ways conflict mine. [v10]
As You hold me and never let me go. [v11]
Cause every fragment of good future You see in me, [v12]
Shatters as I am sinning them away. [v13]
My next move will be yet one setting us apart. [v14]
I fail to be a good steward of my given time. [v15]

I'm in surreal but You dwell somewhere true. [v16]
I'm smothered and left. [v17]
Messing up cos I tried to include You. [v18]
I'm standing in front of the house of mine. [v19]

I might not be saved laterwards. [v20]
But I know You'd know how I feel, [v21]
Cause You feel it Yourself too, someone's feeling disappointed in You. [v22]

I'm in surreal but You dwell somewhere true. [v23]
I'm tired and alone. [v24]
Messing up cos I tried to include You. [v25]
I'm standing in front of the house of mine. [v26]

I'm in surreal but You dwell somewhere true. [v27]
Must I really save the world? [v28]
I'm in surreal but You dwell somewhere true. [v29]
Must I really save the world? [v30]

God is universe 12:39 AM

L. NEWELL L.

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