Thursday, October 23, 2008

hey, you dislike people for their ways.
I dislike people for the reason behind their ways.

look who's got the more intelligent disliking.
- and your suffering from your piling up of frustrations was caused soley by your own [stupidity] inadequacy.
while my sufferings are caused by people in their stubborn ways, take an example: you, which couldn't be change partly by your own egomania and your ignorance - which is caused by you thinking there is no need for you to seek higher information and pursue knowledge, so you do not pursue. Conforming to the fact "you are who you are" and claiming the verse that says "humans are not perfect". dude(s), that's not seeking perfection, for everyone's sake. that's just an act of realisation that you can be better - which could be revealed to you if you THINK and self-reflect. and for the world's sake take off that lens of yours that judges yourself as limited.

and if you're angry, your probably the biggest idiot. I get angry only in a mind that's being task-oriented. I've known of people getting angry because of the way i act - i think that's utter boolishitness. just ask yourself one ***king question about me: WHY.
this person told me say he/she felt angry about smth i did, lucky him/her i wasnt caring so much that day or i'd have replied "if you're angry with me I'll be ten times more angry at you" in a real spirit of my anger.
THINK PPL. At least get a relevent reason behind all your ways, challenge yourself to find out why you are not doing the things you dont do. Is the reason for that really that hard to overcome afterall? Is it beyond/against the sole nature of your human soul otherwise FAST from doing what you dyingly need to do and OVERCOME YOURSELF. the rewards are a better person. your frikin life, frikin live it. and STOP WHINING.

i have to live my childhood with these hard teachings ways in mind and heart and who's ever there to tell me they're sorry in full understanding of the situation i faced with my junior courage? who understood the humility i was forced to attain in order to LIVE LIFE FRICKINLY like how to live a life? and now everyone's thinking life's hard for them, i didnt even want to let them know my past so they wouldnt condemn themselves by comparing, and I dont mind the absence of their compassion for it. but look what they took for granted, mocking at life's sufferings.

When will things ever get done?
When will you ever understand that life is for you to grasp, and with it you can do great things in this time you guarentee you have on Earth?

THINK. STOP WHINING. the KEY is just your "YES" decision.
LAZINESS IS A DEADLY but PROBABLY THE MOST STUPIDEST SIN.
(and absent-mindedness tags along laziness, so you might forget my points.)

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