God is universe

Saturday, November 15, 2008

" Why do you do this to yourself? Why do you let yourself get hurt? After everything that has been done to you; everything that has happened; How could you let go? You were protected; safe - until you took a chance and...trusted. You knew the benefits of trusting but it is so risky to let go and open up... So dangerous to rely on other's help. Yet you did it anyway despite your best instincts.Your old self is no more; turned to ashes. You cannot go back to what you once were -- not after what you've done. You let yourself get close to others and let others get close to you. You took that step; that unchangable, irreversible step. Now your heart is open; vulnerable to the ones who love you...What will you do now..... "

I semi-quoted this from CHRISTIAN GABRIEL GERALD TAN PHENG KOON NODDY'S blog which is http://circle-of-magic.blogspot.com from his currently second last post. And I thought, wow yes. This description might just fit me exactly, but truthfully, about the abyss of my mind...

God is universe 1:47 AM

L. NEWELL L.

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†Actual name: Laszlo Newell Loo Jianwei
†Male
†I believe the harder you try to run from your enemy, you actually get closer. Then instead of looking for a direction, you should mold yourself clever edges.
†I might be poor in language as you think, but my consciousness speaks with the sharpest tongues.
†I was hurt. Now I am very shy, so when someone and I grow to be so close, I dump or hurt them.
†I am proud to have a mind that keeps a strong marriage of opposite characters.
†I like autistic kids, embrace spontaneity, swing between serious and witty.
†I lust to be a celebrity, but secretly indulge in deep thinking.
†I know we should not see the world in just black and white.
†I am a pessimist who care to seek reasons to be hopeful.
†I say versatility is definitely FTW.

Nobody is perfect.
I think I'm a nobody sometimes...

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