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Thursday, December 11, 2008

sick of the can't-dos.
have i really been trying my hardest or just doing according to passion?
someone great said: if results equate to one's efforts then this world would be fair.
maybe there is a difference between hardest,
and bestest.
there's a contradiction with my belief. do your bestest, and you will be. i enjoy the light being in my the bestestness.
a little slumber into humanitarianship and poverty strike me, HARD.
it could be my mind is just too in-filth-ed with emotion.
led me to a stage where i couldn't care lesser;
like just dumping the corpse on the sink and then leave.

...i hear your laughter again.

This is the precursory Part unknown to my breakdown.

God is universe 10:35 PM

L. NEWELL L.

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