but you must be feeling like i'm forcing you.
however if you still choose not to,
i've got nothing to say as well.
you think you understood the way of this world already.
but stucked up in that cockiness of yours you refused to learn from those who returned from darkness.
you find no need to comprehend their experiences
and relied on your little techniques of tradition.
but you had no idea how their experiences had shaped their way of living life since then on.
and pushed the responsibility of changing their way to them alone.
what burden are you sharing with your children?
to them the greatest hardship is to adapt and adopt this kind of ideal joyful life that you have.
but you refused to help when you let them stand alone.
you refused to help when you didn't proach further.
you refused to help when you didn't remember their confessions.
you refused to help when you are only listening to your own voice of knowledge.
you refused to help when you refused to change yourself for someone changed unwillingly by his environment.
you are just going to change yourself for another person. how can that compare to being forcefully changed by an environment even though his heart doesn't wants to but he knows he had to for the sake of survival?
don't you love the person enough to change yourself? or didn't you claimed to, at least.
you are right, these wounds still have not been healed up.
can you even see that you are contradicting yourself?
you seem to have real full understanding of the priviledge you have of requesting for forgiveness for your wrongs.
you really jolly live in luxury of asking for full forgiveness all the time don't you?
but, though you know you will have to face the (many) consequences of your mistakes, you've forgotten just how much you had made.
BUT CAN YOU SEE THEM HAPPENING ON ANYBODY?<BR>
aren't you aren't aware.
I entered this community for a change your representative promised me to have.
and I... You guys really have no idea don't you? i can see those blur expressions on your faces.
...
I think I'm goin-
I'm leaving this place that I can't live in. - Just human instinct.<BR>
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