just forget every single thing i said in the earlier post
but maybe just take away the first paragraph with you.
i'm tired anyways, so in both my thinking, and expressing i might not be that objective.
i consider sometimes my inability to get straight to the point a terrible bad habit, i have no intention to do any justice to that. well, the justice is that is a bad habit, yeap. and that's all because i'm so used to talk to only myself in my mind, with me as an audience of me, i could afford to convey messages in a very abstract manner, simply because initially i found out i couldn't express them in vocab that i know, but eventually it's more of a matter that i'm lazy to learn proper english, and choose to stick to being a 'traditonist' of how i think, which is abstractly.
yet i can assure you i'm capable of logical reasoning too. but think and remember, i'm not just an analyzer, but i'm more of a processor. it's about a whole process you know. not a scenario of something. if you're gonna articulate every single thing where you're the kind to analyze every single thing you'll get a system overload same as for a computer to process something but not to compress its files, it's RAM(or whatever it is,) can BURN out.
keeping everything in .abstract format is a much wiser solution. sometimes. HA. but i do that even for small matters too. no, yes, no, i'm not trying to remove my guilty status. (no matter i say no or yes! :( )
:X BALH.
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