I was crude with my words and harsh with my tone. However, I hope you guys can understand this fact I find: that there is a time to be analytical and a time to be encouraging. And that not every post is neccessaringly considered as an EMO post. In fact none so far since I said I'd stop posting my uncontrolled emotions. Now I am just being as logical as I can, speaking in terms of, The Problem, The Solutions, The Future & The Impact on A Person's Psyche - all base from what I know and experienced. I feel a need to share what I've gathered from all my 18 years of living because my humanity won't permit me to keep uninformed people ignorant while suffering.
After trying many applications, I found a proven system of best solutions. If you want me to sum it all up I'd say it's all about versatility.
If you are curious of the time of when I will be encouraging and when not, I'll just tell you two likely reasons when I will not: 1) when I'm having a disturbed heart. 2) when I believe it's a time when you have the strength to still rely on your own/tgt with God. The latter one is more commonly the case. Because much of what I say will probably be forgotten by the receipient, I usually use some strong words, so that in the future this receipient can be able to remember and remind himself of something of himself - which is the main purpose of encouragement, remembering a truth. With the same reason being that words are easily forgetable, I seldom write unless I can sense the hunger in the other party's ears in seeking. Skeptial of my sensing capability? It's just like the same as how you'd sense if someone is from what course/school/country and also telling if he or she has have God in their hearts. So meanwhile please don't judge me as I am very sensitive to affirmation or critisism. Though afterall, it might be true that sometimes I do easily give in to emotions and self-centeredness, but overal I'm composed and analytical of my surrounding.
The three traits of my personality (C>DS) are all situational, infact my I is too. When I'm not given a task(or anything I'd perceive as,) to do, my D is negative. When I'm with my loved friends, I'm more of a high S and I. With aquaintances I'd mostly be just high S. When I'm alone with nothing much to do I'd be either C>S, S>C, C, or just S alone. This would vary greatly with the "feel" of the physical surrounding though. When I'm engaging in information processing, my core personality will just crawl itself out from the depths, that is the C>D>S also known as a "Contemplator". And lastly when I'm with my mum I'd be DC when she's hostile and just C on normal times (yes, I seldom feel when with my mum. Cos I'm disconnected, hah.)
Basically I just, as wise as I can, switch to different modes of response to different circumstances.
Laszlo Newell.
1:19 PM 
