our hobbies,
our thinking,
our language,
our ideas.
the things that we desperately pursue, all because of the fear.
that fear, was created by us, by the ideas of life we have, because no one changed those ideas they have, that's why the fear still exists. and this world almost everyone is like that. therefore it shaped itself to something so pathetic, great ideas shy itself from being conceived in the minds of most people. so unconsciously, yet so pathetic. them all the blind people can't see, only the visionary can.
institutions robbed my life from me. apart from 'how dare they'. they even think that i'm ungrateful. i wrestled with myself alone in the darkness. these institutions had helped me nothing. instead, i was the one who brought in new ideas to them. ideas for betterment. plans that can be conceived, with just a little belief. i asked for nothing in return except their initiative to be a little more imaginative - i tried to achieve this by inspiring them, not by obligation. how much does that hurt them? no, they won't do it because they are afraid to. they are overtaken by the fear. the same fucking fear i was talking about.
10:10 PM 
