God is universe

Friday, March 20, 2009

you all kept trying to let me know that the disease im suffering is Sin,
but what if it turns out to be something more?

screw this consciousness of mine. whenever i try to concentrate i always cant.
i hate school and morning classes. and i hate block system.
ive been skipping many classes but who cares? yea, like i said, who in school cares of that kind of behavior from me.

people are starting to not become what they meant to me before already..
nature is beginning to unveil itself to me to show its nakedness.
and my idealist's mind is starting to break.
the sky of my world is crumbling down.
and im solitary in armageddon.

enjoy your if you see kay camp.

how can i ever believe i'm not just a speck of dust in the universe

God is universe 6:21 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

God is universe 12:23 PM

Thursday, March 12, 2009

God is universe 2:17 AM

life is all aout school work
which its expectations i couldn't reach.

God is universe 1:34 AM

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Are there any survivors out there, someone who overcame the falling of his heart and mind upon realising that he had lost his talents which was with him for all his childhood, to come and tell me what should I do next?

I need an explanation from someone who had gone through a real experience like mine. And give me answers that are God-free but truthful.

I want to have some time to figure out on my own.
And I've run out of patience to hear from the people who inform me of my own interests.
For no one knows of my interests except me.

Have you ever understood how it feels like when you have lost your talent which was with you for all your childhood? It's something you've been nurturing, and it was that thing that taught you so much things about life; the purpose to be alive, the love to be received and to give...

God is universe 10:50 PM

Friday, March 6, 2009

I love you, when my back is aching and my lungs hurt from the coughing.

I can expect this, like the parallels in a movie, right this instance upon reading the above statement goes the church again which forcibly defines my humanity with little courtesy.
The meanest patient, even the very lowest is allowed some say in the matter of his own prescription. Thereby he defines his humanity.
So why can't I be human?

God is universe 12:51 AM

Uneventful hours. I'm furious and fearful at something I probably had created to exist in my mind in the first place.

Sometimes, I need someone who will come to me. Please wouldn't you be kind to explain to me why all this is happening?

God is universe 12:45 AM

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Let me stop the breaking of me, of my hide; the establishment...whilst my soul within, coming to dust; dying absolutely, yet this happening I have to pretend peace.

I shall pretend. I have to.

Of fcrnoa:
As if you held in your hand a smoking gun and on the floor lay the one you said you loved.

I love you anyway.

God is universe 12:52 AM

Monday, March 2, 2009

Of Me.

Intelligent thinking + "being creative is to hide your sources"-A Einstein = Abstract Thinking.

doubts about intelligence?
ask me any physics question, and I can reply you using my instinct.

instinct?
Quote: "Newell: ...understanding of the universe, its rules and the logical analysis of systems."

'nuff said.

yesterday i contemplate, today i wonder, tomorrow i ponder.
I contemplate about yesterday, I wonder about today, I ponder about tomorrow.

two statements,
a variety of perspectives for you to select.

have you asked yourself today, "why do you not understand?"
like this post.

God is universe 5:05 AM

Sunday, March 1, 2009

My Franc.
meows he.

God is universe 3:30 PM

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