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Saturday, March 7, 2009

Are there any survivors out there, someone who overcame the falling of his heart and mind upon realising that he had lost his talents which was with him for all his childhood, to come and tell me what should I do next?

I need an explanation from someone who had gone through a real experience like mine. And give me answers that are God-free but truthful.

I want to have some time to figure out on my own.
And I've run out of patience to hear from the people who inform me of my own interests.
For no one knows of my interests except me.

Have you ever understood how it feels like when you have lost your talent which was with you for all your childhood? It's something you've been nurturing, and it was that thing that taught you so much things about life; the purpose to be alive, the love to be received and to give...

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L. NEWELL L.

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†I might be poor in language as you think, but my consciousness speaks with the sharpest tongues.
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