God is universe

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Why is recognition important to me?
Why sometimes I'd want to speak of my achievements?
Because it is where you'll see who I am.
It is not that I want fame, or glory.
But I want understanding, I want the knowing, of my friends and people I consider family to know and accept me for who I really am, and (I want them) be spending time with a person real not a person disguised.

However the substance I have doesn't always reflect on my attitude and behaviour, sometimes even my personality. I don't really remember why though, but I keeping changing as a person one day to another.

So I just wish to inform to anyone it may concern, please do not have too conceived notions of me. Because I realised only a few who have had those long, philosophical, erudite, theological, reflective, abstract, comprehensive conversations with me could remind me of who I am (in other words 'help') when I needed grasp on navigating through my solitary down moments, and provide me with mutual support.

I am thankful to my friends who remember who I am. Because sometimes being in church makes me forget who I am, where I've come from (in other words 'mutuality'), and where I've wanted to go. I find myself almost turning into a pod.

But for anyone who really understands this, he should know that I'm not trying to put the blame on the church and its people. Neither hating God, just confessing: occasionally angry why these problems are happening.

God is universe 3:34 PM

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