5:20 PM 
Monday, October 19, 2009
Then i find myself clicking to the compose page and start typing..
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it's not like i havent any topics to talk about, i do. but im just being procrastinating.. and all's that on my mind now is playing oblivion, or any other computer games. =x
anyhow, i think i should get started.
First thing! THE RESULTS FOR ANTM!!!!
GAAAA, I was wrong! the order wasn't too far off though. D;
This is the actual results:
1st) Nicole (Martial artist-like + modelly)
2) Laura (Graceful pix + great body elongation)
3) Brittanny (Sexy pix but lack interpersonal skills)
4) Erin (looks like a model but lack interpersonal skills)
5) Jennifer (shows good craziness of a martial artist)
6) Rae (gives good face but weak body angles)
7) Sundai (no versatility)
Eli.) Kara (shows no passion and confidence in pix)
if you think about it, my judgement of the girls individually wasn't too far off O:
this is what the gift of discernment can do...!
mood update: im lazy to continue lol. till later man.
by the way, newest single (LG Phone promo) from SNSD!
this song is now stuck in my head.
The editor for the MV sucks. too many freaking fast cuts to fully let out the charm in each scene.
"Chocolate Love"
oh, group f(X) have their own version of "Chocolate Love" too, how bizarre.
PS: if you dislike kpop, why don't you give this genre more time to develop its beauty and transcend it to song? (:
1:57 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
later gonna do research for my boss' webbie.
in the midst of my no brainer work, dying to have something to think about, I suddenly thought of this:
Who but those you trust to have a greater knowledge would you expect the answers from?
Yet when time testifies against these people of their lack of exposure and understanding, along with bad experiences of them acting like they know it all, where a few weeks later they say from their very own mouths that they were ignorant, brings you to the question of how much can you actually trust that they have the answers?
The main race was not meant to be just about gathering of information or rewards, but also gaining in awareness; which is the starting point to cultivate values like appreciation and thanksgiving and honour. With awareness and remembrance one understands better the moral of love and the meaning of giving from the heart. With great awareness and great remembrance one understands the significance in the moral of love and the meaning and importance of giving from the heart. When you finally reach the point whereby you start seeing meaning = important, and/or; importance = meaningful, you know you are ready to bless people around, and situation around in great measures. Because only when you are aware and remembering, that you actually not become obligated to do multiple things selflessly. You are conscious of what you're doing, you are logical and visionary, but even greater you are living a decision that you made - your purpose in life. It is in your will, pure and precious, most of all, pleasing.
Compassion is not true unless you're in awareness of something great and you remember why everybody in the world needs it. Otherwise the compassion was just a command of opposed human-selfishness/ sinful-nature.
My Random Messages of Relevance :S
Philosophy, Science and the Arts increases awareness. Which is why they are my favourite topics. But for a starter to understand people would be an introduction to Psychology.
Initiate daily to question yourself deep of your your actions, and adjust your intentions/ goals to the right ones/ what inspired you to want.
(A) Awareness of significance of awareness can only be attained by questioning deep and questioning wide. And if you question the breath -distance/the long run- you'll find the significance of (A). (like a scientific three-way formula)
Never allow a subconscious thought of "for me, my current level of awareness is enough", or "i know enough about somebody" to exist and swim in your head. Always stand back and ponder for all possibilities.
OK BACK TO WORK!
11:28 AM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
And now it is.
-couldn't sleep; something about the darkness of my room and the desperation of sunlight piercing through the clouds and into my room, comforts me.
7:36 AM
theeeeeese >>>>
Japanese Nuts!
Whilst the milo takes effect, I thought I could share what I think about next week's ANTM. (yes, NEXT week. Dont ask me how I'd know. I'm psychic, do not question the master.)
Caution spoiler alert!
Video from ANTMhost
Okhey, here's what I think!
NICOLE - Her poses aren't bad, I think she embodied the character of a Samurai rather well. However not one with much substance I feel. Just a stereotypical image of a warrior.
RAE - I love her middle picture a lot, by looking I feel she's really gonna get me, and kill me for sure. The picture on the right is fierce, as the middle, but I still think the body language in the middle pic tells a better story. Left picture is very weak. Overall good impersonation of a fierce warrior.
ERIN - I'm not convinced that she's a warrior when I see these pictures. She looks lost and her face doesn't show much at all. In fact she's telling me from these pics that she really wants to pose like a fashion model (though not good), but, forgets to be in the Samurai character.
LAURA - The best pictures of the challenge probably. I'll believe that she's a fighter in disguise as a dancer, just like real Kunoichi hiding their ninja identities back then. Though she looks like a warrior, she also looks like a model which is important. Face = gorgeous. Body = gorgeous.
BRITTANY - I think that she has natural high fashion face....which didn't work with the theme, unfortunately. From these three pictures her poses haven't shown anything special, think she could do more with those swords to bring out the model side..? Face and body could be better, not fierce enough, just too poser I think. BUT for some reason all three pictures look like she fit in to character.
JENNIFER - When I first saw Jennifer's pictures, I thought she totally nailed it. I think she might win! No..it's either her or Laura. Jennifer showed spirit, strength, skill, sexy and model. Just like Laura, she embodied the Samurai character but not forgetting that she's a model who works her body well to make clothes look good. ...maybe it'll be even better if she gave a little more scary face.
SUNDAI - err, hoochy, hoochy, hoochy. Why'd I say so? Cos she giving that face and body for what she was wearing makes her look so. None of the pics worked. She's trying too hard to look modely but totally lost the Samurai in mind. Her swords to me look more like things she'll be using for her naughty play time than actually for killing enemies. And change to more poses pls!.
KARA - Epic fail. Left pic: poor rapport with cameraman. Middle picture would work if she gave better face. Last picture: it almost look like she had a long glowing dick and she wants to show off.
So my callout will be:
Winner: Laura
Runner Up: Jennifer
Third: Nicole
Forth: Brittany
Fifth : Rae
Sixth: Erin (Tyra: You need to show more "umff!!")
(I think Erin has 45% chance in bottom two, Sundai 55% chance cos her current photo really sucks)
Bottom Two:
-Sundai (Tyra: needs versatility. substance-less photo)
-Kara (Tyra: too many chances. you show no zest)
Saved:
Sundai (Tyra: Judges believe she definitely can give more next time.)
Eliminated:
KARA!!! D:< (Me: Uninterested means you don't deserve to stay!)
3:24 AM
Monday, October 12, 2009
but he also said he gave everyone freedom.
But then the person who knows more now wants something bigger;
yet now God prevents that from happening.
God's Freedom... anyone?
certainly not tiranny...
10:47 PM
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Yes I haven't blogged for like 2 months and it feels pretty funny now coming back ...writing this entry..., in such an unapologetic way... muaaha
But so what, blog? It's not as if you have any feelings or consciousness to form meaning of bad things happening to you electronically and your eternal life in which you do not even have to fight to get it. RAWR
Reminds me of the movie Surrogates suddenly. Aah, that's right, its about the gift of Timelessness - that's the link.
Speaking of timelessness, ...and thinking of the things that are timeless, yeap, like gravity I'm sucked to thoughts of resistance to forsake certain little beliefs and memories that actually have a direct influence to my perspective of the entire picture of life. And it's not because they made me feel in a unique way, but the better way to describe is they were EXTRAORDINARY experiences that couldn't slap me any worse to look in the direction of and reverence before the face of life itself (by "life" I mean more like one's existence and activity). It was then I became uninterested in doing stuff that just satisfy me for the day, or week, or month. I received an opportunity no man could give to break free from natural behaviour and I chose to seek the things lie beyond a normal person's sight.
Yyup!! That's ME! Just to refresh your memory blog! 8D
aah gosh, i promised myself i don't wanna go deep for this entry, so i guess I'd better stop it there. cos the deeper I go, the more hidden away my heart gets and I don't want that to happen cos intellect's not the flavour of my season. I'd want - and actually will!! - talk about simpler stuff so that I can learn how to express myself much better. OH I SO NEED THAT SKILL.
So why we now pay attention to what makes me high.
Unexpectedly..... it is.....
Introducing the bestest group ever,
GIRLS' GENERATION [HOTNESS ALERT]
(Roman: So Nyeo Shi Dae; Hangul: 소녀시대; Hanja: 少女時代).
"Tell Me Your Wish (Genie)"
"Gee!"
and followed, in freaking order of my preference,
Super Junior M [HOTNESS ALERT]
DBSK [HOTNESS ALERT]
Brown Eyed Girls [HOTNESS ALERT]
f(x) [HOTNESS ALERT]
Supreme Team,
FT Island,
...&Wonder Girls -.-
SO MUCH FOR FIRST ENTRY, IT'S GETTING REALLY TOO LONG SO I'LL BLOG ANOTHER TIME, BYE BLOG!!
1:03 AM
